As kids we are always told to “dream big,” “go for it,” “you can do whatever you want!” Looking back I can’t help but wonder what that actually meant. Career? Travel? Personal Life? All of it? Did I need to pick one area to go for? Growing up I recall hearing things such as, “when … Continue reading No One Told Me.
You may think that I have stopped writing my story, you would be wrong. I have switched platforms and am putting it all into Betrayed the Book! My book will not only tell my story with a lot more and a lot juicier details, you will be delightfully amazed at how much I left out … Continue reading Betrayed.
What can I say? It is my favorite city in the world, the most romantic, energizing, and fascinating city I have ever been to. I was thrilled to be going. We stopped in London for a few days and then took the Euro Star Paris. I had never taken this route, and I loved it. I … Continue reading Paris Is Always A Good Idea.
Well, I did it. I survived the first year of being single. My first Valentines Day, first birthday, first wedding anniversary, first Thanksgiving, first Christmas, first New Years and finally my first year anniversary of walking out on the life I knew and loved. I did it! Wahoo, my year of firsts was over! High … Continue reading I Was In The Hospital & Not A Hot Doc In Sight!
Happy New Year!!! After being sad during my first single Christmas, I was determined to make the most out of New Year's Eve. In reality, I hate New Year's Eve, it is never that great and it is always overhyped and then a huge letdown. I had convinced myself this year would be different. I … Continue reading New Year Same Me.
December 20, 2012- Journal Entry “On the airplane headed home to Kansas. LAX was filled with happy children, families, and couples rushing home for the holidays to greet their families and celebrate the season. It is also filled with a lot of grumpy travelers and screaming children, but I am trying to see the good … Continue reading Jingle Single.
The day had finally arrived; my next, and what I hoped will be my final, court date. Though I was much more put together and composed than my first court date, a few months prior, I still needed my mommy- so she flew to LA for the occasion. That morning my dad called, he wished … Continue reading D Day Part Duex.
I came back from Hawaii feeling energized, solid, strong and centered -much better than I had in a very long time. I realized I felt that way not because it was such a blissful, relaxing vacation, but because of how I was dealing with things in my life. While I was relaxing, I was also … Continue reading All I Knew Was Complicated.
As my next court date grew near, well not near but closer, I began to worry that my x would again find a way to postpone and drag shit out further. I spoke to my lawyer and asked that he give me every scenario of what could happen when we walked into court. Looking back … Continue reading A New Man In My Life.
After my October 8th burning ceremony, I felt a bit better. It is amazing what a little pyro- therapy can do for the soul. I decided to take that “better” feeling, slow down and reflect on what had happened the last nine months. I first turned to Gina and Lisa for a girl’s sushi night. … Continue reading Speed Therapy.