Happy New Year!!! After being sad during my first single Christmas, I was determined to make the most out of New Year's Eve. In reality, I hate New Year's Eve, it is never that great and it is always overhyped and then a huge letdown. I had convinced myself this year would be different. I … Continue reading New Year Same Me.
December 20, 2012- Journal Entry “On the airplane headed home to Kansas. LAX was filled with happy children, families, and couples rushing home for the holidays to greet their families and celebrate the season. It is also filled with a lot of grumpy travelers and screaming children, but I am trying to see the good … Continue reading Jingle Single.
Perfection is wonderful, even if it is just a moment in time.
The day had finally arrived; my next, and what I hoped will be my final, court date. Though I was much more put together and composed than my first court date, a few months prior, I still needed my mommy- so she flew to LA for the occasion. That morning my dad called, he wished … Continue reading D Day Part Duex.
I came back from Hawaii feeling energized, solid, strong and centered -much better than I had in a very long time. I realized I felt that way not because it was such a blissful, relaxing vacation, but because of how I was dealing with things in my life. While I was relaxing, I was also … Continue reading All I Knew Was Complicated.
As my next court date grew near, well not near but closer, I began to worry that my x would again find a way to postpone and drag shit out further. I spoke to my lawyer and asked that he give me every scenario of what could happen when we walked into court. Looking back … Continue reading A New Man In My Life.
After my October 8th burning ceremony, I felt a bit better. It is amazing what a little pyro- therapy can do for the soul. I decided to take that “better” feeling, slow down and reflect on what had happened the last nine months. I first turned to Gina and Lisa for a girl’s sushi night. … Continue reading Speed Therapy.
October 8, 2012 I woke that day feeling like I had an elephant was sitting on my chest. As if Monday mornings weren’t bad enough, I knew this one would be even worse. Today was, excuse me, would have been, my one-year wedding anniversary. Ideally, on this day in a woman’s life, she may … Continue reading Would Be One Year.
After another incredible, yet over the top, evening with Sam and I was craving some normalcy. I love grand gestures and fun adventures but at the end of the day, I am a girl that was raised on a cattle ranch in Kansas. I want to be in a relationship with someone who has some … Continue reading Recycling Is Not Always A Good Idea.
Once Sam and I were back in LA I decided that if I didn’t tell anyone about my “incident” then it didn’t really happen. Yep, that theory seemed rational to me just as it does most 5-year-olds. So naturally, I told no one- literally NO ONE. It didn’t even occur to me, that stuffing things … Continue reading Roller Coaster.